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6dbb43edfa5641f3c31c53a28bda548cShe would stretch her arms as far as she could and she would say ‘Come, I want to hug you’. I wouldn’t obey instantly, more times than not I would do other things, or I would just want to watch her arms calling for me. She would say ‘Love, I want to hug you and squeeze you and love you, and I want to do it now.’ And she would get so feisty. The sight of her like that was something my eyes could not get enough of. I would surrender to her arms, and she would confirm what both knew already ‘it feels so normal, you, here in my arms.

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ABANDONED COTTAGES

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I’ll never forget that summer. It was the last summer I visited my aunt. She was old and alone and she lived in this beautiful cottage. I remember that when I first saw it I thought that that has to be how castles look like. But it’s not the cottage that made me remember that summer, nor my aunt. It was she, a beautiful girl, with wild eyes and dreams bigger than her. She taught me how to love, and I how to fly a kite. She kissed me the night before I left and all my life I searched for her lips in every kiss, only to lose her memory little by little in every woman. Continue reading

Gând

ec13c36cd139a922b728e78c2dd84892E 20, un 20 obișnuit, așa au fost și celelalte zile. Asta până când a apărut ea. Zâmbea și saluta pe toată lumea. Neimpresionat. Dar cum am profitat de primii 7 ani din viață, nu am putut să fiu decât politicos. Avea un zâmbet molcom, iar cuvintele ei mărunte erau grăbite. Am crezut că din cauza cofeinei, obișnuit să presupun, dar de data asta m-am înșelat. Totuși, ziceam de zâmbetul ei, da… Mi-a captat atenția și acum tot ce vreau e să zic, să fac ceva încât să-l folosească din nou. Era inocent, era blând, era atât de cald încât dacă te concentrai prea mult pe el te dezbrăca de orice gând negru. Acum îl știu ca pe propria-mi palmă, și vreau să-l văd ori de câte ori e posibil. Sunt sigur că datorită lui îți vorbesc astăzi, așa că vreau să-l hrănesc zilnic, vreau să am grijă de el.. Continue reading